January 2012
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You will get sick again, because sick is what you know.*
– *Wasted (via only-by-night)
ohmygod, all of the hugs of the internet omggggggggggggg <3<3<3 mysickkrealness:
just made a quick video for my lovely followers. btw sry for being ugly but after crying i look like shit
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I think the reason for my recent weight gain was the fact that I got my period today, so maybe I didn’t even weight 152lbs, idk, myb I did, well we will never know cause I’m not going back to that weight. Also, I had a piece of my cake, I shall go for a smoke now and not cry about it. Oh, and drink lots of water and do 750 jumping jacks. :-)
god bless tampons, (Y)
byeeeeee
Anonymous asked: Im 5'6 and 135 pounds. but i exercise everyday. so i have muscle. is that an okay weight and whatnot?
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snack time, intake, 1pm
kiwi (32)
2 cookies (60)
few salty sticks thingys (16)
TOTAL; 108 + 192 = 300 calories
Even worse I got my period and the rumbling in my tummy seems to be hunger when it’s really my thingy. On the other side hunger is a huge motivation not to eat, and even when it’s ‘fake’, once it has to become real, let’s hope for the best. :-))
i think i should just stop...
Thinner and thinner, as each bone rises to the surface.
– (via fragiledevotion)
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Anonymous asked: I'm 16 and 5'4, I weight 143 lbs, do you think I should lose weight? Does fasting work?
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lemon water, morning water
So yesterday I cooked to get my fucking mind of of food and it sadly helped, fasting is nearly impossible for me when I’m at home all the time. Next week I’m back at school so no worries. I had ‘for’ dinner’ 4 kiwi fruits which is like really bad for you and idk why, you’re supposed to eat only 1 a day. lol, fuk da police
Also I had breakfast now which...
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Anonymous asked: you're really pretty, you don't need to starve, please stop, you will get into the devils cycle of not eating, you can't get out of, don't stop, please.
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So long story short I ate, chips (150), probably less while walking an having a smoke with my bff, for dinner I’ll have some pudding since it’s liquidy and what not and my mother is going to get suspicious if I don’t eat anything. :-/ It’s 4:30 pm so I will last through this.
I hope, I have to.
byeeeeeeee
i hope M, is not disappointed, luv ya :*
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it's 2:30 pm, i've been up since 7:30 am
i really want to eat even tho i’m not hungry at all
I’m going smoking with my friend in half an hour, I just need to last 30 fucking minutes. Common, I have been avoiding food the whole day, I just had a mandarin orange so my parents don’t get suspicious, it’s 38 calories. Not to shabby but still, I’m hella afraid I’m gonna get up from the computer and eat...
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I love how I can be extremely cheerful at night and forger about everything in the morning and walk around depressed and shitty, woah. I hate that. I also hate when I’m fasting and suddenly we have amazing dinner and lunch and my mother decides to buy some cake, because she mostly sucks at cooking. But I will get trough this fast, at least today, I have to. Heaps of studying is waiting for...
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